With some pictures of this weekend.
& a little bit of venting. :/
Me and the man waiting for our plane at 4am in the morning.
Me and the Bride at the Rehearsal. This was also the night of the bachelorette party! Which, unfortunately, I don't have any pictures of. It was just such a crazy night, I didn't even think to bring my camera... but more about that later...
On our way to the wedding!
Just before the wedding, when we were getting ready. I didn't really have time to REALLY do my hair. I only had time to curl it, so this was the end result. Not as voluminous as I wanted, but that's ok. I got lots of compliments.
Best freindss! :)
So, it was kind of an emotional weekend. I'm not quite sure how I feel about it. Every time we go back to Colorado (my husband's hometown) I never really have a great time. When we go back there, my husband likes to hang out with his friends every night and get drunk, which I really don't mind him doing since he never sees his friends from home. The problem is that I don't really have any friend's there so he leaves me at home with his parents. I mean, I COULD go out with him and his friends, but I really don't have anything in common with them so it's really not fun being the only girl there. Am I being ridiculous? It always puts me in bad moods, and part of me feels that I shouldn't be in a bad mood. I mean he NEVER sees his friends, so I don't want to stop him from being with them...but he's also married! So he should be taking my feelings into consideration as well. I'm not sure how to balance both sides of me.
Another thing that happened this time, for the bachelor party, they went to a strip club. Which I wasn't too happy about, but whatever. My friend Brittney and I went to a night club, which isn't as bad in my opinion. Ughh...ok my husband has never been to a strip club before, and part of me really didn't care. Like...ok, go have fun, I'm gonna go have fun too. But at the same time, I was dancing with my friend and you were getting boobs in your face. Really? I find that sort of disrespectful. Do any of your husbands go to strip clubs? How do you feel about it? I feel like it's an ok thing to do every once in awhile, but if he were to do it all the time, I think it would piss me off a lot more. I mean, I would love to go to a strip club, so I feel like it's kind of a double standard I'm holding him to...I'm kind of torn on this one. :/